Alive

 Nights are hard, sleep is interrupted every few minutes by intense coughing, the chills from the fevers has me wrapping myself in the electric blanket on high until the coughing forces my body to sit up and then I move the the recliner and put the heating pad on high. Each morning I think today will be better. Yesterday I decided to get dressed for the first time since Thursday. That took so much effort that I had to sleep all morning. I'm struggling to sit at the computer desk and even right now while typing feel like I'd better lay down before I faint. I am alive just not living. Yesterday we had a family come out to see Madiera's filly. They would like to buy her but I need to get her over to Dr. Hoerr's for an Coggins test and can't imagine trying to drive. The website needs work but my brain isn't working well enough to make changes. For the first time since last Wednesday I was able to eat some solid food. Mark went to Kroger and brought home bananas and I was able to eat one. Later had a bowl of chicken soup . I was able to take the golf cart up to grain the weanlings but what an effort. Maybe tomorrow I'll be stronger